A Letter To Poppy

A Letter I wrote to my grandfather that I just found crumbled up in my Drawer.

4/13/2011 9:28pm

Dear Poppy,

I just got done telling you about ______. I locked myself up into my bedroom again. I hope someday will come to forgive me for being so distant at times. 

Sometimes this is why a kitten comes in handy sometimes...it's hard to cry when your petting a cat. but I know you wont ever let me have one.

As I write this I can feel myself feel a little better.

My alarm just went off to call my mom but I don't want to. I don't want to talk to anyone. i feel horrible because I snapped at Tony in the car because he was trying to tell me something. Shawn just glared at me and I quickly apologized. I hate being like this.

Im sorry. So sorry for dragging my habits, my problems onto you. You are the greatest person who ever lived probably Poppy. And I mean that from the bottom of my heart. You help everyone, even if the odds are against you, you help everyone, even if they don't deserve it, because without you I would have died 7 years ago. But gratefully, 7 years ago I moved in with you. The honest truth is there are so many things wrong with me, That I should have gone through the same path as out other family members. Like my mom, or maybe even my dad...but i didn't. I proved statistics wrong.

But i bottle it up, and all at once it gets let out.

Sometimes all I think there is is me, and this room. I love this room. I wouldn't ever leave it if I could sometimes.

God im such a loser Poppy.

I am not sure at whether or not I want to give this to you or not...

Love Sam

Author's Note

Yeah I hid the name cause it really wasn't the importance of the letter. ^^ I wrote this to my grandfather cause when i vent. I usually vent to him. because he is the greatest man to ever live...besides Jesus of course.

Reviews

[NewYorkNights]

I cried a little.
I'm a baby. xD
But this is cute.

[XxGothicDollsxX]

awww :)

[Emunah June.]

Very nice!! What a close knit family you have