Stuck In Between

Innocent bystander
Belligerently smacked
All I want
Is my peace of mind back
Running in circles
To please them both
Neither one caring
It’s taking its toll
*
Idiotic message
He chooses to send
Never once caring
About anyone but him
He’s using you, Ali
It’s not hard to see
Why do you keep
Ignoring me?
*
Hypocritical butthead
You don’t need her s**t
She’s just using you
Ali, she just wants you to flinch
She doesn’t care
Why you want to be with me
She obviously never cared
About your feelings.
*
Innocent bystander
Belligerently smacked
All I want
Is my peace of mind back
Running in circles
To please them both
Neither one caring
It’s taking its toll
*
Best friends forever
Is what the bracelets mean
I love you so much
Why are you choosing him over me?
Your stubborn
Obnoxious
It’s not plan to see
Nobody gets you
Only me.
*
She’s running in circles
Stabbing you in the back
Wanting your number
Never texting back
She’s playing her mind games
Only herself in mind
She doesn’t care if your dying inside
*
I’m losing my mind
Running in circles
Buying lost time
I wish they could see
What they are both doing to me.
Just take me back
To a time
Better than that.
*
Innocent bystander
Belligerently smacked
All I want
Is my peace of mind back
Running in circles
To please them both
Neither one caring
It’s taking its toll

Author's Note

This poem was a long time coming. It's been building up inside. I just wish they both knew how much I love them. I'm stuck between my best friend and my boyfriend who hate each other and it's killing me inside. I want to make them both happy and I wish the fighting between them would stop. Maybe this poem will show them, well maybe just one of them how much I love them and how badly this is killing me inside.

Reviews

[XxtaintedxX]

this is absolutely Amazing! I LOVE this

[Kayla K]

Awe, this was so touching. I'm so sorry about this situation -- it must be horrible. But it created a great poem

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so sorry about this, sad and well expressed feelings!

[Tasha]

This is really good. And that is so sad that that has to happen. I'm sorry, things will get better.

[CharlesMonroe]

This is really good (: I'm sorry :/ but this is still an amazing write (:

[HopelesslyDevoted]

best to let things out in writing then let them build up, but you know that. i agree, excellent write!

[roy mccarthy]

great write!
everybody has been down that road!
usually stems from both being jealous of the other!

[Lily Mae]

That sucks and I'm sorry. Your right it's the worst place to be.. I see it all the time.. Great write..x