" She is trapped in a fantasy world clinging to the reality that is slowly fading away. Her happiness and love was sucked into the black hole of misery and despair. All because she was different and kind. Her emotional stability is not even close to what she had as a child. Her innocence and her child like laugh that everyone loved...was dead. Buried 6 feet under ash...pain...tears...and the cruel facts of life." - AFWYF
Sorry I'm better now. It's just that I can't shout out my feelings to anyone! I want to scream, " Shut up and listen to me for once! I have a voice! I have an attitude, and I will break out of my shell if you mess with me! I have a mouth that's deadlier than a cobra and faster than a cheetah. Don't make me use it." but the words never come out and disappear off of my tongue back into the dark corners of my mind never to be thought of again. Why do you think I love bright colors and hyperactive all the time? The pain gets so extreme that I know no other way to express myself and be rid of the pain. Everytime I see her walk down the halls laughing and talking like she's hot stuff, I want to scream and show her the pain and paranoia she causes me.
How would you feel if you woke up every morning hearing how bad she has it and that deep inside you know she does but can't say what you think about it because you'll be labeled as the bad guy? How about this huh? How about you just have to take what is being dished out to you knowing that if you show aggression, your sanity will pass to insanity and never return? You're walking down the halls of your school, which happens to seem longer for some ominous reason. You see her walking and she passes you. You freeze mentally and it's as if time stood still for that one moment. Before you know it time starts again and you catch your breath. You start to hyperventilate in your mind, feel sick to your stomach, you become numb all over and run off to some bathroom to start choking on your tears and hyperventilate. You fall to your knees and curl up in a ball grasping your legs so tightly like they might fall off at any moment! You try to regain your composure, but the power they have over you is too potent! It gets so bad you need to go home and don't go back the next day.
Boom! There goes your innocence. Boom! There goes your courage. Boom! There goes you hopes and dreams. Thud! Your heart is dead. Sighsyour soul is no more. After you return you're a completely different person. Everyone notices especially your killer. They smile to themselves and act like they don't know. Everyone knows what truly happened, but they are either too afraid to speak or they don't care. Damnthere went your love. You are alone in the world now. No one to care for you or befriend you. Crash! You're dead. Fallen to the ground finding peace at last from the wretched world you had to call home. Free from the pain.
" She is trapped in a fantasy world clinging to the reality that is slowly fading away. Her happiness and love was sucked into the black hole of misery and despair. All because she was different and kind. Her emotional stability is not even close to what she had as a child. Her innocence and her child like laugh that everyone loved...was dead. Buried 6 feet under ash...pain...tears...and the cruel facts of life." - AFWYF
Boom! There goes your innocence. Boom! There goes your courage. Boom! There goes you hopes and dreams. Thud! Your heart is dead. Sighsyour soul is no more. After you return you're a completely different person. Everyone notices especially your killer. They smile to themselves and act like they don't know. Everyone knows what truly happened, but they are either too afraid to speak or they don't care. Damnthere went your love. You are alone in the world now. No one to care for you or befriend you.
