Not Your Fault

I hope we find closure.

I want you to be happy

Please one day have a family 

I know you've always wanted one

But she left you

With nothing

My words somehow never bring you comfort

All we ever do is argue

I'm sorry

My frustration is far beyond you

Somehow you end up in the cross-hair of my anger

And I pull the trigger

You don't deserve it

You deserve the world

that was taken from you

But better

And I'm sorry.