Dear Mom

Letter to my dead mother.

 Dear Mom,

There is not one person on this earth I would rather talk to than you right now. I'm going through such a hard time right now I just could use your guidance. I miss you so much. I think about you everyday. It's crazy that even after all the abuse I still want to hear your voice. I want to hear your opinion. Life is so confusing right now. I'm breaking up with my boyfriend of three and half years, falling for a musician, and moving into a new place with people I barely know. I miss you so much. I'm holding back tears as I am writing this. I feel so alone right now. I have people around that care about me but really no family to talk to. I just want to hug you one more time. I haven't written to you like this years. I am sorry about that. I hope you're happy where ever you are. I feel like this would be easier if you had an actual grave instead of Mimi holding your ashes hostage. I miss you so much I texted Aunt Sarah because if I see her I will be reminded of how you sound. I am desperate to here you're advice in your own words. I am so lost I need your guidance more than ever. I love you mom. I'm sorry about how things ended. I regret what I said to you for the last time. I wish I could change it. I'm sorry this is so scattered I'm just so broken I don't know how else to write this. This is all I can think to write for right now. I love you so much. I miss you.

Love,

Abbey.

Reviews

[rowan.taylorrr]

i relate on this on so many levels. my mom passed in 2010 and i think of her every single day, it's so hard and i understand the pain in this. if i could talk to anyone again it would be her, i miss her dearly. i love the raw reality in this and i like the emotion in this. keep your head up, i am sorry for your loss and i am always open to messages.

[Abigail]

Thank you so much fam it means a lot