I'm Done.

Just The last words I will probable say to anyone for the next month.

I'm through with playing mind games. I'm through with trying to make things right again when no one else thinks its needed. I try my hardest to do things right but never make it through. I'm sorry this has to happen before christmas but the time for quitting is do. When is it do? I tolled you. Are friendship is through. I'm always the one who isn't told what is going on. Since I'm of no importance I'm cutting this tie with you. You really should have seen that I could be trust to know what's bothering you. But I get it now. My presence now, is just a wast to you. I'm done trying. I'm not lying. I wish I were good enough for you but now I see that recently you could care less what I've been through. I've Lost my father and now I have only one real friend. I need to cute the bond I thought we had. Now I'm left with less then I had. So should I end my life to? No I won't. My life is worth more then this. I live on in this life of s**t.

Author's Note

I don't care any more.

Reviews

[Fallen Angel]

Nice way to get all of your feelings out. Hope it helped. And just so you know.. You haven't lost your father. :/ He still loves you very much and trys to be with you and do things with you. I hope you guys can work through your issues and rekindle the bond you once had.

[Lino Rie]

To me I lost him when he started abusing me when he drank.

[Fallen Angel]

But he is trying.. You should try to let him back in.

[RachelReaper]

writing it out usually makes people feel better so i'm glad you got a chance to vent and get it out of your system.

[Neva Flores Smith - Cha..]

Isn't writing wonderful? We are able to express ourselves instead of just letting these things stew in our minds. Well done.

[Lino Rie]

Thank you for reading.

[Silhouette]

You probably won't believe this, but I can see why you're angry, and will respect you're decision. If you want to block me again, I will not object. I deserve it after how badly I treated you and others. Very well written, and very powerful emotions within.

[Lino Rie]

I still love you it's just.... you know..... STUFF!