My Biggest Regret

My biggest regret?

 

My biggest regret isn’t falling in love with a boy who cared more about himself then any other person. It wasn’t letting him walk all over me and screw me over. It wasn’t losing my virginity to him. it wasn’t giving him all I had to give.

 

My biggest regret wasn’t letting certain people walk in, while others walked out. it wasn’t letting people walk all over me. it wasn’t putting them ahead of myself. It wasn’t ruining one friendship for another.

 

My biggest regret wasn’t letting people talk about me. it wasn’t that rumor that carried on through the years. It wasn’t that comment that made people hate me or that attitude that was too cocky for even the jock with the biggest ego. It wasn’t what people did to me.

 

My biggest regret wasn’t falling that test. It wasn’t skipping out on that assigment or project. It wasn’t copying that assignment or letting someone copy. It wasn’t forgetting that paper or not doing it al all.

 

My biggest regret came the day I walked through that door. it was when I decided going to a school I had no interest in. It was when I thought a small school would be better. when I judged the public school over what happened in previous years. It was when I let others make a choice when I should of made my own choice. It was when I let my insecurity take a front seat. It was when my shyness of new places take control. It was agreeing to attend a school where I would never fit in. It was when I failed to realize I had bigger and better things with my name on it.  My biggest regret was not taking my future into my own hands and letting someone else make the choices I needed to make.