What It's Like (To Fall)A Poem by Pale Rose
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These burgeoning emotions that fill me
seem ready to burst out of my chest. The lust that's always present now directed at you. The loneliness even more poignant because I want you near me. The pain of my life overwhelming, like mortar in the walls between us. The sadness blackening all the words I wish I could say, and the ones you do. The ____ I have never voiced, yet I feel my heart screaming it. This cacophony of emotions and potent fear make my thoughts run, and soon my body will follow. ...I hesitate; if I run, you would just find another, but I would never get to know what it's like. What it's like to have lust, loneliness, pain, sadness, and ____ washed clean of all the ache, anxiety, hurt, tears, and longing. But I'm used to those things, and so why do I constantly think of you? I struggle with why your touch is not repulsive, and why the traits I dislike are fading from focus. Is this torrent of pain and self-loathing, What it's like to fall in ____?
© 2011 Pale RoseAuthor's Note
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StatsAuthorPale RoseAboutPoetry is the ultimate expression of humanity. It is the only tool we have to express the depth of our emotions and suffering. As for my own, I see the dark side of life and find it beautiful. I seek .. more..Writing
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