Chapter 2

My name is Araya. After I was resuscitated from a very sudden and random death, I was hospitalized for several days and I found out that I had a heart condition. I wasn't going to die again though, after all, I was just told that I had a new mission. I was to save souls. I found that my ray which had slipped into my chest that day was bouncing around to go and show me the way in interesting ways: it was simply what I saw in my mind though not through my own eye's but the eye of the mind. 

I once thought I saw a ghost, but I was only a little kid, and it wasn't often that people in my life would believe in ghosts or every talk about anything supernatural like that, but this wasn't a short lived fantasm of the mind or play fantasy, this light was certainly alive and it was serious. Actually, it was all sorts of things. I began noticing that it was an array of moods and I started to sense it's personality as I explored it's feeling as I saw it. It was only in my life at random times pointing to things with it's shine and glimmering a sense of urgency or imperativeness on the random or symbolic items or people.

I found myself confused as to where it was going to take me, but also afraid of what it could possibly have meant by "hell." If I was to save the innocent souls from certain hells, I wouldn't really know the first thing about this strange religion, after all I had only believed in spirits as in raising support for the school's team or making spirit's fly for Christmas. But I didn't know what else to believe as a kid or what there was to know. 

The ray flittered around a book "Physics." I was puzzled and I thought about all the science that I had learned which seemed to prove religion a tad... less realistic. And yet the light continued to live on as a real entity, it carried itselfwith a certain style, and it lived on showing me things to think about and feel for in a certain way.

I didn't understand what it meant thought by saving souls from hell. It was beginning to get frustrating, while I scratched my forhead at the right side above my eye brow at it's edge when there was suddenly a flash of a day dream which played it's self as if there was still something ever serious that I had to know in order to go and save those people. 

I was trying to find the means to bring up faith from my understanding of every religion and it occured to me that I was still missing those details though: there was something I had to do in the form of living out a philosophy before I could truly get started.