do you ever think about it?

i wonder what it would be like

Do you ever think that maybe somebody is hurting cause of your very existance?. I do. Every single day i hear the whispers and see the face. The voiec that speaks isn't anyone else other then my self. The face i see is the one in the mirror. The fact that i breathe without *fireflies fly past* is purely killing me inside.Every moment i cant hear *flash of light and a crown apears* makes me sad.

back to reality

*start*

The feeling i get when i wake up alone is slowly killing me as i rise. looking around i see the mirror and barely know the figure on the glass. I blink and so does the figure. I desperatly want to yell 'stop that' but i slowly realise it's me.

The darkest feeling sinks in. Where is he? i suddenly remember he's ten thousand miles away. I try to speak but my throat hurts from crying the nigh before. *AJ... i miss you* i think to myself.

*end of diary entry*

Author's Note

my thoughts

Reviews

[TheIlliteratePanda]

Hmm...

I've read several of your things, and the depressing undertones that are present in almost everything you write about is kind of making me fear for you. If these are your thoughts, I'm sorry. I can't say I know much about relationships, Only been in one myself, but I do know a thing or two about depression. Yes, I have had the thought that people were hurting because of my very existence, however that is almost never true. People Likely don't hurt because of your very existence unless you've committed some kind of felony against them; otherwise the problem is theirs, not yours. What they might be hurting from is your presence, but thats different. I've been hurt by another presence; in other words, I can't stand the sight of them, and most of the time, it was their fault. I also know that people used to (and some still, but less than before) be unable to bear my presence, and even though it took me too long to figure out, I eventually realized that it was (and is) my fault.

There are a few rare cases where someone just hates you for no reason, but the truth is that if they have enough time on their hands to worry about hating you for no reason, than they've got bigger problems coming for them (unless they're rich). But hey, what do I know anyway? Take my opinion for what its worth, and take theirs for what its worth, Okay? Thank you for reading, and I hope you feel better.

[DarkArtz 0703]

thank you for the review