Chaos

A Chapter by Almost Alive

Sixth lyric

As long as I keep quiet I can feel the peace
Every little bite coming from the inside out
You can choke the life out of me
I'm barely breathing anyway

Every little time that I was let down
Waiting for a savior in a hood to help me
When all I do for the sake of others
And stop looking out for my own pitiful self

It's not about who I want to be
But about who I make out of myself
While I can't change what i've done
I can always apologize for what i've become
Or if you could just close our eyes to see
I'm the one everyone left behind

I can always get up after falling
And show a gentle smile to everyone
But it means little to anyone
If I'm not brave enough to face my fears

I try to be like anyone else
But I'm sure they know what I am like
And if I should be blamed of anything
I take the guilt of not loving myself enough

It's not about who I want to be
But about whom I make out of myself
While I can't change what I’ve done
I can always apologize for what I’ve become
Or if you could just close our eyes to see
I'm the one everyone left behind

So if you could help me and
Keep quiet for some more seconds
Open your eyes and see me
So you can turn away once more
And follow the opposite path
Like everyone else once has done

The only thing I can do for you
Is saying I am sorry
If my presence
Ever bothered you

At all...