Dear Luis

still working on something new

Dear Luis ....
It's been a while since I last wrote a letter to you, and a while since you aren't around. I've been busy but thats not a reason why I didn't wrote. You ain't my therapist I am sorry if I ever made you feel like that. I met a friend of yours. Surprised? I know he is your friend, same year same school and home place. He seems to be a nice but yet its just flirting. Yeah I sound like your gf and you may hate me for that.The moment I got to see yah, I loved you but I knew I had to set you free from my heart and thoughts. And I chosed the day you left not because you left because strange as it sounds nothing you do hurts me.But I wished sometimes it would.So I could tell you to F**** off . I got mixed feelings I am not expecting you to understand me, because you can't feel what I feel. I wonder if I was a friend but ''friend '' is a big word, I guess I was too small to have a role like that in your world.I Did I showed to much interest so it wasn't challenging for you? you know my mind likes to play thought games with me . If i would have to opportunity to go back I wouldn't change anything. every word I wrote was meant like that.

Anyways. 
I hope you find always truth , yourself , of course love in everything you do.

it sounds like a goodbye, does such a thing exist in the heart?

Lui... you havent a clue how many times I wrote your name in a letter like those teenage girls, it felt like my love everytime I wrote it just flow but it came back . with every breath of mine.

I won't send any letters more unless you want me to do it.

I was always Anna you called me liked that but never Ann.

Anna