Aftermath

Wrote 12 June 2016

To this day I am still haunted by the things you did to me.

-The things we did to each other,

I can not act as if my hands are clean.

As true as that may be,

mine will never be as filthy as yours.

Your words,

Your actions,

They find me, in my dreams.

They torture and abuse me

and make me relive all our bad days again.

I do not know when it will end.

-When you will finally let me go.

Some days I don't know how much more of it I can take.

With anxiety rich in fear and panic

overtaking me, my days are hard.

I pray to Gods I don't fully believe in

to release me from the prison you hold me in.

One day, your memory will fade

and then,

I will finally be free.