Stuck in my mind

A few hard days a year never hurt ... right??

Stuck in my mind

Though i smile and laugh out loud it doesnt hide my sorrow and doubts. People can see it through my eyes they know im here but im not right.
Know inside im battling a hard fight.
A fight to see a brighter day when my demons let me out to play.
Let me be free from my thoughts the darkness that surrounds me through it all.
Pretending to be fine is the hardest part of all, why are you sad theres nothing to maun for. I ache for love i ache for life and not to feel like a dimming light.
Ill be okay i always am but i need to show you how sad i am �'"