always

why's it always me

me who gets blamed 

me who's always the wrong 

me who always fails

im never gonna be the idea you wanted 

im never gonna be good enough for you

no matter what bests i would do

its always gonna be a fail for you

i never did one thing right

i never did one thing good

that's the point you always point out

that's the thing that could kill me now

others would push someone hard 

others would lift someone up

how could you always bring me down

and how could you always make me drown

if i could do one thing for once

with no risks

i would die and kill myself

to get peace

Reviews

[poison&kerosene]

I hope you are alive to share your writing, life experiences and passion with the world. Never stop writing. It has gotten me through now to 28. Very sad but a good read. Keep it up!