Peace for me

would go to a haunted place

when i might need some space

would argue with the wind 

wouldn't lose would never win

i would go upstairs

i would open up the window and 

imagine peace, breathe air 

and scream so loud in my head

had to hide the tears

that's all i did on my 14th year

had to let myself hear

had to overcome the fear

it all sounds crazy

how i'd go back and act like

everything is daisy

and that every night is bright

i feel like im stuck 

like there's no future and past

when will i be free

when will i get the peace for me

Author's Note

crying while writing kinda thing