I'm sorry

I was just in a sad mood

I'm sorry
I'm sorry I wasn't good enough
I'm sorry I wasn't better
I'm sorry I let you down
I'm sorry my actions was not good
I'm sorry I'm not strong
I'm sorry I'm weak
I'm sorry I wasn't smart enough
I'm sorry I was so useless
I'm sorry I stood by
I'm sorry I didn't stand by
I'm sorry I tried
I'm sorry I didn't try
All these sorrys that I could of told you
But what I'm really sorry for was letting you control me
You wanted me to be someone else
Be you
Not be me
Not let me be who I am
You controlled my life
I didn't see it
But when you gave up on me
I opened my eyes
I understood what you tried to do
I was stupid
But now
I'm going to not care
I'm not going to try
You can try to break me
But I'm already torn down
Into nothing
But ash
I may sound cheesy
But let me explain
I'm me and always will be
So you can try to hurt me
But I'll warn you I'm rebuilding my self a stronger wall
So you can not break and I will always stand
F**k you