Lost

Written 7-9-2008

Counting every day

As time fades away

Melting down inside

From the tears I've cried

Bruised and broken

My words go unspoken

This same mind is worn

This whole heart is torn

My tortured soul may

Forever stay at bay

Completely detached

Because I've unlatched

Unleashed my desire

My passionate fire

Thrown baack in my face

Ne'er to be replaced

Unrequainted love is

Lusts lucky temptress

Giving reason to

Give in and persue

Regret attachment

And find replacement

Sex to fill the void

Love is to avoid

Time still goes on by

I won't wonder why

Months merge into years

I dry my own tears

Hardening slowly

Trapped deep within me

What I once could feel

Finally revealed.