No expectations right now , simple world.

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No expectations right now , simple world.  

9:58 AM , at my desk  

Yes I know what you mean , but, it will sound not real and probably fake but honestly, I really don't have a frame of a woman I expect you to be , I teased you , called you sexy and more , only because I wanted at that special moment but try to believe me when I say , I don't have an Agenda for you , for us , its not that I told myself: 

I want her to listen , be , entertain , be smart , be silly , be happy , be fun , for me , with me, I was looking for her for years , I need her around me when I need , I need her to comfort , relief , make me smile , make me cry , I want her to get changed , I want her to change me , make me better , take the animal out of me , the beast , fulfill my sexual desires , change her sexuality , personality , change her , for good , for bad , forever , 

I never said I want this to lead to change in me , in her , touch the little child inside , touch the mature girl out , make her to take pills , make her to hate her parents , make her love herself , her body her soul , force her to love my body , make her love me , need me , want me , be for me , be her , be US, be together , give space , How much space you need , here comes our first fight , right? 

We have been there before , we got closer , we got hurt , we searched for the right place of comfort , we wanted to hate each other , miss , respect , humiliate , we searched for the other soul , we searched  for peace , still do ,  we need more , we need to say goodbye, we know it will hurt right?

 

So , no,  I really don't have an Agenda , much more simple right now , might got older , wiser , who know. I just use the limit time we have , to get to know you , maybe we will find minutes when our parallel worlds will meet to comfort us or maybe no. 
 

I should go back to my coffee, it got cold. 

 

Reviews

[Broken.]

This is amazing. A true story of carpe diem. Taking a risk to become vulnerable with someone who may or may not hurt you in the end is very hard, but you never know what happens if you never try-

[Philip Muls]

Just be. Two beings together, conscious and aware. But no expectations. For as long as it lasts, because end it will.

Love it.

[WithinTheHeart]

I love the intensity of expression in this piece.
Your thoughts were so honest, so real.
The flow and depth...was mesmerizing.
I didn't want it to end.

Brilliantly penned.

[JMaster1]

you are my best reviewer :)

[slfisher89]

Its seems the speaker had a fanciful vision he want out of the relationship; which is breathtakingly beautiful. Yet he did not anticipate how their rrelationship would develop in the real world. Towards the end he acknowledges that realization and offers to get to know the other in their limited tome. Well written and easily applicable to any reader going through relationship problems

[Laura S-C]

This is an incredible story with so much emotion and I loved how you put it so simply I believe it made it so much more personal.

[JMaster1]

Thank you , it means alot

[BlaqkShadow]

Very real, very raw, the way it's constructed is excellent and provides a unique flow to the writing. Also intriguing, it has so much potential to go in all sorts of directions, fantastic work friend! XxXx

[JMaster1]

Thank you so much , it means alot

[Quinn]

Really wonderful construction here with a really good flow to it. Lots of raw emotion put in as well.

[Natalie Rompski]

This is wonderful. So beautifully written and constructed. So honest.

[JMaster1]

Thank you so much

[Seesha]

amazingly put! the last punch was so simple yet powerful!

[Rebecca]

I really like this one. The last line especially got me. Great way to sum up everything with three words - "it got cold"