The World Is A Dark Place

My heart and mind splattered on internet paper ... Enjoy !

   Breath in. Breath out. Its getting harder every day, every slow, ticking second. I do it because I have to, not because I want to. The world is a dark place.

I can't feel my feet anymore, my legs go numb and wobble underneath my weight. I don't know if I should just let myself collapse, or just keep trying. I collapse. Ashes, Ashes, we all fall down... Everything I see is surrounded with darkness, everything I feel hurts me to the core. Everyone I let in gets hurt and leaves me behind with the little disinagrated pieces. I want to fall down, not to just give up, but to let go... The world is a dark place.

   My chest is numb, and usually it's aching. I take this as an absoulute. My hands grasp the dirty ground beneath me and I am overwhelmed by feeling nothing. Scratch that, I'm feeling overwhelmed. By life, by problems, by darkness. By me... The world is a dark place.

I welcome the darkness. It welcomes me. I am home, I am free. But yet, I still can't stop thinking. Go away thoughts, go away dreams, all I want to do is go away and sleep... Time stops, and I can feel the blood rush to my brains. I can't stop feeling, I can't stop feeling. I am insane, stuffed in a normal body. I'm not normal, and I relish in the fact that everyone thinks I am. I live in my mind, no one can hurt me there but myself... The world is a dark place.

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.... SHUT UP!! My mind races over and over, it won't stop, won't shut up. Why why why? I wan't to float away into nothingness, maybe then I can't think, can't hurt myself. Maybe. Pobably not..The world is a dark place.

   I feel like i'm floating, but my feet are on wet pavement. My mind is miles away, some place I never want to venture around again. But I am, in my mind, which isn't fair. Life isn't fair. Emotions come pouring out my eyes and onto my lap, my hands childly hit the ground as I am invaded by a fit of despair. Hopless. I'm hopless, dark, gone... The world is a dark place...

The world is a dark place..

The world is a dark place..

The world is

Dark

Dark

Dark.

   Darkness envades my eyesite, my vision filled with black. Gone gone gone. They won't even miss me. The world is a dark place...

Author's Note

Pretty dark .. hit me up some reviews please !