Waiting

can't get ne other inspiration

Stop it.
Stop caring for me
stop smiling at me
stop hugging me
stop everything--
it hurts.

Go be what you are
somewhere else.
Here, in my heart,
it sees you as
one true enemy.

I used to be like you,
I won't deny it.
I still am in many ways.
I am identical to you. . .

You care for everyone
in one way or another,
I could say I do too.
You make sure
that everyone--
maybe one left out,
is happy and smiling.
I try my best too.

The thing is,
in my eyes,
you're so much
better at it than I.

Sometimes I just
sort of want you to go.
Go away with your girl.
Get away from me and my boy.
But He put you in my life. . .
for something.

So I'll wait with a neutral heart
against you and her.
Smile and laugh with you guys.
Until that time comes.

I don't hate you or her.
I love you guys, I do.
But we're from two different worlds.
At least I am. . .
I don't know where I belong in the end.

I'm just waiting for the day to come Home.

Reviews

[Angelic Surrender]

I like it. You put so much emotion in your poems.

[Distant horizons]

Excellent write