Life's Disadvenatges

Is this a disorder or is it just life...

Can you understand?
You told me you can.
Have you experienced this?
You told me you have.
Will do anything to help me?
You told me you would.
Have you?
No.

I'm living with this disorder,
this disease,
this disadvantage,
It's more then that,
Creates insecurities,
depression,
phobias,
anxiety.

Now is this the disorder talking,
or is this just life.

Author's Note

This poem was inspired to me by the many things wrong with me.
Mostly inspired by this disorder I have, people say it's no big deal, but it affects my life tremendously.

Reviews

[Maryum Mazhar]

I love this,
Nice flow and words.
Speaks out loud! :)

"Now is this the disorder talking,
or is this just life."

Love that line!!

[dickstone]

I thought it was clear, and well thought out to the point.. This disorder is a big part of your life, by the sounds of it.. It seems by the way you speak of this disorder and your life have never met as one and they are not related. It could be that the two of you have not been introduced on a level where you can work deeply together to produce something of a fruitful flavor.. Maybe maybe not..

[An owl on the moon]

There is such a pleading here... a longing to be understood... moved into the acceptance of all you have to face.. every hour, every day. You speak this forth so profoundly. May you find the peace in the midst of the storm.

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Yeah my writing is inspired by my stuff too mainly my uni-polar depression not bi uni. and the mild schizophrenia, not my schixophrenia! other people yeah you get the inspiration from soul release or abyss.