Heart Break

when I got my heart broken

Heart break

I always see you on the sofa or in my bed
I cant shake these feelings and you out my head
Why do you have to be on my mind
I need to be cruel but I can only be kind
I wish I could go back to being me
But everywhere I go your all i see
I'd love to get back with you
So i dont feel so blue
But i cant trust you and for that I hate
I have so much going on in my head and on my plate

I miss you so bad,
You walked out on me like everyone I had
My heart is so broken and a mess
All I do is get depressed
I go to sleep to try and get away
But my dreams bring you back into play

I feel so stupid for falling for you and taking you on a date
When I couldnt even tell you weren't happy till it was to late
This pain hurts so bad its unreal
Why is it I only feel
Disappointment and being not good enough
When you did this you messed me up and stuff

I miss you so bad,
You walked out on me like everyone I had
My heart is so broken and a mess
All I do is get depressed
I go to sleep to try and get away
But my dreams bring you back into play

I wish I could of got you to stay
I wish all my dreams didnt explode that day
When you told me you didnt love me anymore
My head was gone and my jaw fell to the floor
My heartbroke shattered like a mirror
I wish I could of seen clearer
I was planning a future that was never real
I wish you could of seen how much i feel

I miss you so bad,
You walked out on me like everyone I had
My heart is so broken and a mess
All I do is get depressed
I go to sleep to try and get away
But my dreams bring you back into play

But it's time to move on which isn't easy
But I need to do this to be free
This house holds so many moments and memories
I have no energy at the moment I need to recharge my batteries
This is so raw and real
I just dont know what to feel
I feel empty and hollow
I only feel self pity and wallow
In my own sympathy and pity
I used to love living in this town but I think maybe it's time to move to a city.