Not again

It's about foolishly wanting to let someone in, when you obviously know that they will hurt you, by the simple fact that they don't like you...

It's not so much that I like the way you look,

just how you say things that I can't help but smile at

and then before I know it,

I'm stupidly giggling.

It could be the coldest day of the year

and still when I'm talking to you

my face heats up,

and I'm turning away to hide this fact

I struggle not to annoy or bagger you

even though its the only thing I want to do

as if something good will come out of it

and yet when I cave, I turn around to find your not there

Why is it that I know I don't like you or love you to speak more firmly 

But I can't stop thinking 

over and over

threw and threw

just on the memories of you...

When you laugh and sometimes smile

or if you just sit there

thinking,

and I rattle my brain to think

think of what your thinking of as if I need to know

Why won't you turn around...I'm here

and I can see very clearly that it's not a hard thing to do

Is it 'cause your on the right tracks?

you just want to have fun?

So as you get further away, leaving only footprints to display

that you've been here and left

I stand here, alone and crushed yet again.

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[Unloved_kitty]

Story of my life. This is really nice poem Katie =] its something that a lot of people can relate to. ~x~