"Why So Sad?"

Tears shatter down my cheeks,

Leaving a violent display.

Why can't I hold it in?

Is it the aching in my chest?

Like a hole has formed,

"Who shot me?!"

I screamed, 

scratching at the missing flesh,

This weren't the life I chose,

This weren't the reason I was borne.

Searching with desperate eyes,

Searching for you.

You were here a moment ago,

Where did you disappear?

I am broken inside

And has a hunch you know the reason why,

"Why?"

I cry,

Falling to my knees.

Scratching at the dirt with fingernails,

Ignoring it if they bleed.

I thought you wanted to be with me,

To help and cherish my mistakes,

Tell me everything is alright,

Even though I know it's not.

I knew I weren't fit for love,

Pounding the ground with a punch,

I sob as I moan,

Groaning in pain.

"Why so sad?"

A voice then came.

I knew it, so familiar,

I had to look up to prove I'm wrong,

But yet I couldn't,

The facts stood true.

You stood there with an ice pack in hand,

Placing the ice pack on my head,

"This is for you"

You just said,

Smiling at my doubt.

You came to aid me,

When I called you nothing by names.

Cuddling into your arms,

I cherish this mistake.

"I'm so happy I'm wrong,

I wanted you to come back some day"