Feeling Selfish.

Bla...

F**k sake I feel selfish,

Thinking only about the pain I feel,

Not caring about what others are going through.

No wonder people hate me,

Despising the easy break I got,

Wishing and dreaming that I got shoot.

 

I suppose I'm just paranoid,

Looking over my shoulder to find more pain,

Why do I live these memories again and again?
Just to find that I'm not the only one,

Is this suppose to make me feel better?
To find someone who went through the same s**t,

As if we went through it together?

 

I suppose I just need to calm back down,

Losing it in privite again so no-one knows,

I suppose it just shows that I feel so alone.

Someone, anyone can be there for me and listen,

But that's not going to convince me that I'm safe,

If you hear what I got to say,

Doesn't mean the pains going to go away,

Doesn't mean that I'd be okay,

So, quiet I'll stay...

Author's Note

Thanks guys for reading x x
And sorry bout random picture, my laptop deleted everything off it n this is the only picture I have on it o.o