Gray

I was sitting alone in my room

Wondering if you'd come back

I thought something was going to change

But every single day was the same

I saw you laughing

About me with your friends behind my back

And I walked away

Deadlove is just deadlove right?

I stared out the window dreaming

That one day I'd leave this place

And find a new home

One where I'm actually found

I knew that our bond ended so long ago

My eyes hurt

My vision is blurred

I see nothing but gray

Even if I love again

You still have a special place

In my heart along with

All of the times

When we were happy

I remember as if it were yesterday

You ditched me to be near her

And I shed a tear

But I was alone at the moment

And I never told anyone but this

'Cuz

Deadlove is just deadlove

And maybe it wasn't

Even love to even begin with

My vision is blurred

(Even when my lens are on)

I fell deep into

The cold, wet snow

And I laid down and began to cry

As the snow piled up on me

The tears stained my eyes

And the snow kept piling

And I was yet again

Alone in the gray

The gray, gray sky

For everything I see now is gray

The snow feel down faster

And I heard you shout my name

But never found me

So now I am stuck in a pile

Of snow that covers

All the things that seem like lies...

(I can't breath anymore)...

Reviews

[Rawr!!XD]

This is a very great, emotional piece. You really put your soul into this. I can relate with you here, I know how this pain feels. But all you have to do is pick yourself up and keep your head held high. I hope things get better for you.
I WAS THE FIRST TO REVIEW!!! XD :D

[MiidniightSoul]

This is so emotional and great poem. Very good