What happened to us?

What happened to us?

A Poem by Morgan|Intelligent|witty|gemini

What happened to us?
There was so much trust and then all of a sudden
it was just washed down the drain
and then you were gone
we didn't have a future..
we were stuck on the past..
is it bad to say that I have questions to ask?

I wanna know how it's my fault.
We had this huge castle in the sky
and then
all of a sudden we just ended it
and it fell
and it was never to be built again

But you forgot to count how many times I let you come back in
I didn't wanna lose you..
I watched you walk away from me
I let you get distant
I never questioned your problems
I never questioned you
I never stopped...you.
so why..did you stop me?

I never intended to hurt you
I caused more problems than I probably should've..
whenever I started to care for myself, it was a problem.
we don't always get what we want...
I was forced to move on
I watched you become happier with everyone else.
I've given up now..
I'm sick of watching it rain
every single time
you, throw words at me

I apologize..
maybe things will be better now
you got your revenge
I'll never understand why you always have to win...

How am I supposed to go on?
you throw me under and expect me not to fight back

Did you not see where my heart had cracked?
I just wanted you to love me.

© 2019 Morgan|Intelligent|witty|gemini


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Added on September 13, 2019
Last Updated on September 13, 2019
Tags: Mental Health, BPD, poem, poems, monolouges, monolouge, inner monolouge, mental illness, feelings, emotions, life, free verse poem, sad, sadness, empty, emptiness, breakup, ex, to my ex

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Morgan|Intelligent|witty|gemini
Morgan|Intelligent|witty|gemini

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My names Morgan, I'm 26 years old. I have a pretty cool cat and a witty personality. I tend to have a lot of emotions and feelings that I don't always understand or that I understand all to well, eith.. more..

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