It is raining. No, not a drizzle but a thunderstorm. Lightning flashes across the night sky and thunder cracks in the distance. The winds are raging and the rain is pelleting hard against the glass windows. I lay my head against the smooth glass panes, unfazed by the sound and the fury.
The thunderstorm is picking up momentum outside. I allow myself to grieve, along with the crying heavens. As long as the rain lasts, I will allow myself to mourn the loss of my other half.
Painful memories are dashing across inside my head. I let out a silent scream, desperate for her presence. I feel a huge void ballooning up inside me - an emptiness doomed to stay forever. Her loss has left me an amputee, crippled for life.
And then, I remember about the lone flower blooming in the far corner of my garden. And my heartbeat quickens. I hope it survives these torrential rains. I hope it lives. I hope...
I sit there like that for a long time. I can feel my eyes closing, weighed down by the deluge of tears. After what seems like an eternity, I sleep.
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I wake up to a calm, misty morning. Looking out the window, I see it. A shade of dark red curls on a mound. A sharp gasp escapes my throat.
I rush out of the bedroom, down the stairs and into the hallway. I fumble with the door locks for a minute before thrusting it open. I run across to the farthest corner of my garden, feet bare, heart pounding.
The flower has bloomed, full and bright. The red dewy curls are beautiful beyond description. I look down at the mound from which the flower bloomed life.
Beneath the ground, my twin sleeps. She may not be with me but this flower is a testimony that she is still alive. I look up to the skies and see a rainbow smiling down at me. For now, I am happy.