A New Beginning

You're gone now ..

erased .. 

vanished..

deleted..

from my memory ..

from my system ..

from every single organ in my body ..

I tried and tried so hard ..

I worked side by side along with my heart ..

I admit ..it was a struggle ..

war maybe ?

between my heart and I ..

I wanted to forget about you , and help my heart completely forget you ..

not run away from it , or deny it or move somewhere else ..

no , but deal with the fact that you no longer exist in my life .. in my world .. in my whole universe ..

it was like having 1 million papers that are cut into pieces , while the wind comes and blows them all away..

those pieces were pieces of me and my heart trying to collect ourselves and put the pieces back together ..

every piece went flying in a different direction ..

in places I would never think they would be ..

it was so hard at first ..

devastating ..

exhausting ..

but I managed to help my heart gather every single piece ..

I did heal ..

yes I did ..

I feel like I am at peace with myself and my heart ..

I know it took me a while ..

but , it happened in the end ..

I am no longer confused , lost nor am I shattered ..

I am ready to have a new beginning ..

have a new white page again ..

Here is to new beginnings..

new starts..

and a new me ..

16.1.2015

5:37 pm

Friday Evening

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loved reading it...... :)