Haunted ..

He came in ..

just one random day ..

both our roads crossed ..

he was something that suddenly came and brought life back to me ..

I can finally breathe again ..

you brought that smile back to me ..

And I started to feel some inner unique feeling ..

I was only happy for three days ..

why can't it last with me ?

why can't my heart feel eternal happiness for once??

A flash back of memories came passing by ..

my heart suddenly started playing some painful memories ..

Why are you reminding me of all these painful memories I asked my heart ?!

Leave me be !

for once !

I am scared .. answered my heart ..

I don't want to be hurt again ..

Suddenly your ghost came chasing after me ..

and as I was driving ..

My eyes were flooding with tears..

and All these mixed emotions came suddenly right in front of my eyes..

My eyes were filled with tears I could no longer see the road ahead of me ..

You ..

and every single meaning of pain came rushing and taking over me and my heart ..

why am I crying ??

Why am I feeling pain ??

I met someone new ..

I should forget about you ..

Stop haunting me !

Leave me alone !

I want to be happy ..

As if I am cursed ..

Haunted..

and emotionally dead inside..

I don't wanna do this .. my heart said ..

I don't wanna feel anything for this guy ..

but , you barely know him , give him a chance ? 

let me be happy for once ?

Please ..

I need to get rid of those ghosts..

I need to feel free..

free from pain ..

free from everything in the past ..

Then ,

Maybe ..

 I can let him in ..