A Poem by AchingAlexandra

Not really a set topic o.0 My own inner Monologue .

I fade again ,
into the background ,
forever to be a flower ,
without a beautiful scent ,
nothing .

Without my face ,
I am nothing ,
without my body ,
I'm nothing ,
I'm what the boys want ,
But it's only my body .

I'm rotten ,
a personality ,
better gone .

I know you love to look at me ,
but I can't stand it anymore ,
That's all anyone ever wants ,
and I'm losing it .

The girls all hate me ,
the boys all lust for me ,
no one wants me ,
for I am mean ,
spiteful ,
harsh ,
Real .

I'm sorry ,
I don't pretend to be ,
the perfect woman ,
I'm sorry I'm real .

Outwardly ,
Real ,
inside ,
I'm Real .

Real . . .


© 2011 AchingAlexandra

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Real invention of real Soul, well penned work, very nice........

Posted 12 Years Ago

First, don't apologize.

Second you are something besides just a face and a body. You said it yourself; you're smart. You have a brain. If others aren't smart enough to recognize and respond to that, it's their loss.

I can't see you at all. I can only reads the words you put on here for me to read. That's all I have to go by, and I like the fact that you think of yourself as real and don't care what others think of it. In that you're a lot like me.

Keep writing what you feel, and don't ever let anyone tell you it's wrong or that it's not real. They don't know you from the inside like you do.

Posted 12 Years Ago

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Added on June 27, 2011
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