A Poem by AchingAlexandra

Its your fault .
I finally see this .
You told me ,
to stop being so absorbed in my own problems ,
and pay attention to someone else's for a change .

Thank you ,
Now I can't talk to people .
I can't tell them what's wrong .
I can't explain ,
Why I look like I'm crying ,
without the tears falling .

You called me selfish ,
for not really caring ,
about a petty problem you had ,
when my own father almost died ,
then you made a joke about heart attacks .

Everyone tells me ,
I don't have any problems .
I think they should tell that ,
to my life ,
and every scar my problems ,
have given me .

I've been with boys ,
who were so kind and caring ,
then turned around ,
raped me ,
Beat me ,
cheat on me ,
and mentally abuse me .
and you get mad at me ,
for not really caring ,
that he didn't call you on time ?

I can't handle it ,
I can't even cry anymore ,
not for myself .

All I do ,
when I have a problem now ,
is pretend I don't ,
when others are around .

But you're a b***h ,
all of you who were so mean ,
And I WILL over-come this ,
and I will shine the light I gain ,
on you , and make you feel the way ,
you forced me to feel .

© 2011 AchingAlexandra

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Very cathartic and personal. Sometimes we need to write these poems.

Posted 12 Years Ago

"I can't even cry anymore" That line speaks volumes

Posted 12 Years Ago

Sharp and painful is really a problem......But can overcome....

Posted 12 Years Ago

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Added on September 14, 2011
Last Updated on September 14, 2011




I'm a really nice person, but I have a lot of issues. I love writing, it helps ebb the regular pain I have. First name: Courtney Middle Name: Alexandra I'm purely myself. I don't change to fit.. more..