I Know it's Wrong but Will You Be Mine ?

This has been my torture for the past 2 months . I love him , he loves her , he likes me .

So here I go again,
another 5 year gap,
but I can't tell you enough,
how happy I want you to be.

I don't have words,
for the feelings I have for you,
I've only known you for 2 months,
but I think I love you .

I won't dare say it though,
for fear it's too soon,
but you just make me,
happier than I remember being .

Can I be the girl to make you happy ?
Can I be the one to make you smile ?

Can I please just be yours ?

I know she's the mother of your child,
and I know you've been with her so long ,
and I know you love her ,
but I can't stand it ,
I want you to be mine ,
I want you to myself .

I didn't want you to cheat on her with me,
but I couldn't say no to you ,
we were drunk ,
we were high ,
and I like you so much ,
I want her to know I'm sorry ,
and I know what it's like ,
to be on the other side.

I deserve to be hit ,
I deserve to get hurt ,
for putting her through this pain ,
but please , I love you .
Be mine ?

Reviews

[jennifer little]

great job keep up the good work

[Allen Smuckler]

Quite a heart felt, passionate write Alexandra..
I can certainly feel your pain and love...and desire to be loved
which certainly will happen...You don't deserve to be hit or hurt
but if you know it's wrong...and you do, then it's simply time to move on and grow from the experience....very touching.
Many more V-Days to come...
Thanks for sharing
allen