Losing It

Losing It

A Poem by AchingAlexandra

I'm done with everyone . If you want me , prove it .

I can't do it anymore.
hide the pain ,
hold back the tears ,
pretend I'm okay .

It just hurts too much .
I'm suffocating in my heart ,
drowning in my tears ,
he is simply tearing me apart .

I'm losing everyone ,
I'm losing myself ,
I'm losing my mind .

All I've done is help ,
all I've done is care ,
and I'm the one left ,
shaking and crying ,
because I just can't handle this ,
not anymore .

I'm shutting myself out .
I'm locking myself away ,
no one can get to me ,
no one can hurt me ,
I'll seal my heart ,
I'll Be like a princess in her tower ,
with only one exception ,
There's no prince charming ,
not in this horror film .

© 2012 AchingAlexandra

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I can relate. well done. The sad thing is that every time this happens most of us claim we're going to lock up our hearts until someone else comes along and does the same thing.

Posted 10 Years Ago

I like it, a lot of us know exactly how you feel. But locking yourself up is not living, living is experimenting with emotions, controlling fears, confronting agitations, and loving the one who loves you back. You may not know who this is right now, but you will. Great read, thanks for sharing.

Posted 12 Years Ago

this is sad *hugs*

Posted 12 Years Ago

Sad words. Haunting. Beautifully written

Posted 12 Years Ago

If this how you feel about life and how u feel now I'm sorry.but we have all had these moments were we fall in to dark holes but u need to pull urself up

Posted 12 Years Ago

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Added on March 30, 2012
Last Updated on March 30, 2012




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