Mom

 Why can't we just stop?

 This fighting is getting old

 Look i get it

 Mom you hate me

 I got it the second

 you hit me in the head

 and called me a mistake

 Stop blaming me

 its not my fault

 your marriage didn't work out

 Can't you see anything

 but my flaws?

 and then you wonder

 why i'm never around

 I can't stand it here

 are you trying to drive me to suicide 

 Like you did to dad?

 Stop treating me like dirt!

 Mom i'm not trying to be mean

 But already 3 years of this?

 Well it feels like 300 years in Hell

 Your so called "Home" for us

 is a prison for my soul

 You destroyed this family so much

 That its not even a family anymore

 My friends are my family

 They don't leave me

 to drown in my own tears

 Sure they didn't raise me

 but they did change me

 if it wasn't for them

 telling me i actually meant something

 I'd be dead

 because of you

 I got my low self-esteem

 from the insults

 I got thrown everyday

 in my face from you

 I got the ability to hate from you

 I lost my innocence 

 of violence from you 

 I lost my ability

 to see my own Dad from you

 You ruined my childhood

 You blame the consequence 

 of your own actions on Dad

 You know you could have saved him

 Wait no couldn't have

 because your'e so cold hearted

 You wouldn't have been able to comfort him

 instead you divorced him

 taking the easy way out

 Were you "Doing it for the best" ?

 or for the money?

 I hate you

 Mom you screwed everything up

 You don't know how many tears I've cried

 or how many scars I got

 just for your own benefit

 Stop playing the victim!

 because your the enemy

 The cause of my unbelievable anger

 My hatred

 My tears

 My scars

 Have you ever had a mother

 hate you so much

 that you get hurt

 instead of protected?

 Its sickening

 to think I ever even thought of looking up to you

 You look out for my worst

 instead of my best

 Maybe I should just run away

 I'd be happy

 and you probably wouldn't look for me

 Mom I hate you

 You officially lost all of my respect 

 If i even had any left 

 I hope your happier alone

 From,

 Your Daughter

 Brooke

Author's Note

Sorry if you guys hate me bashing on my mom but i do hate her this doesn't even prove how much
shes planning on kicking my brother out if he be's mean to her so in other words shes black mailing him and shes supposed to protect us
I HATE HER
and if or when she does kick him out
i'm running away
hes the last one i can relate to
i don't belong in this prison

Reviews

[Magic plus the mayhem.]

I can relate to this in many ways. :/ But I feel (sadly) in some ways it makes us stronger. Stay strong

[PyroKitty24]

I can't relate to your situation in exactly that way. My parents love me, but they have a weird way of showing it. They're the kind of parents that are never home and don't want to spend time with me when they are, and instead give me money to go amuse myself. Everyone kind of has a situation like this. I solved my problems by standing up to my parents. I suggest you do the same

[Silent Knight]

Wow this is really sad. I feel so bad that there are people like her that cause so much pain. *Sends big blue butterfly* It will get better eventually. For now, stay strong, keep writing, and stay happy because your friends here and in person all enjoy you. (and you are a very good writer so keep writing!)

[Leave me alone....]

awww! *hugs* i feel so bad. i can't tell you that ik how you feel cause i don't but i can tell you that you are special and what your mom's says doesn't matter. we all love you. and if she does kick your brother out i say you go with him. i mean if he is the only one you can relate to then go with him or stay with one of your friends. Anything is better than a mother who hurts you.