I made it for a change!

"I learned to step out from my comfort zone, when she left.." - Pauline Grace

When I was a little

No one wants to be my friend

Among those things

I didn’t feel being free

 

I became eccentric

And lived alone in the dark place

I’m searching for them

But they made my world ruined!

 

I thought they’re true

No! They’re only imitation

I feel rejected every time

When I saw happy children playing

 

In my new life chapter,

I became high school student

And I didn’t socialize to others

Because for me, It is useless!

 

Due to have a social phobia

I didn’t speak any words

I didn’t even laughed at jokes

Or join them in their free times

 

Instead, I  looked at the window

Praying to find my true happiness

I didn’t stop believing

Until, I met my first bestfriend!

 

In that moment!

I feel so satisfied!

But, when I was in 3^rd year

Everything is change

 

My most terrible year!!

I didn’t feel happy that time

I’m just like a broken glass

Can’t find my pieces again

 

My heart rebel for freedom

And I almost want to give up

But one day! I saw a young lady

Standing at the window

Looking for someone

 

I came closer and closer

Until, I met her!

She gave me a sweet smile

That made me blush

 

I replied her with a smile

Sign as being acquaintance

I became more inspired

And pursue to know her more

 

So, When I became 4^th year

The happiest and memorable year

I decided to went out in my section

And lived with first section students

 

I began to puzzle every minute

Because I thought, they don’t like me

But I realize,

There’re the one can changed me

 

We share cherish thoughts

We made a history everyday!

They teach me something new

And we love each other has family!

 

We made a promise

“ To be always connected..

Whatever happens..”

That I hope it will never broken!

 

Even I made big mistakes

I made it for a change

To make a scenery to the

Endless future

 

I still, Thank to God

For gave me a special friends

I will treasured them in my heart

Forever!

Author's Note

Sorry friends for being so long! I consider it has my longest poem I ever made! It's about a story of my life... I got this idea when I conversation with Pauline Grace! especially in her quote about "Comfort Zone" and for K.U.L.U.G.O dynasty became part of my life.. enjoy reading! thanks for reviews

Reviews

[Amata Luna]

This is a great write Kuhr. Great indeed because you poured your heart out into it. Truly, sometimes you will feel alone but one way or another, God will bring you good companions that you may call your friend. I'm so glad for you. :) Don't worry, I'll be a friend when you need one from here. Hahaha. Thanks for sharing this lovely write. Much appreciated. Totally understood. ;)

[Monica-Antoinetta-Magda..]

such an honest and touching piece of work, I'm really in awe at the talent that you seem to have in expressing emotion

[Thea]

It's hard finding great friends so when you found one, just grab it and take care of your relationship with him/her...Especially now, we're about to enter the college world, it will make so much disparity again! A new chapter, new beginning, another day to stare at space with your mind flying away. Err, being so isolated during the very first days, isn't it? Anyway, I like this poem. True to life much! Good job!
:)))

[Jed Sabffle]

i like the way you put your own life story in a poem.
it is brilliant with simplicity.
no man is an island..
just be yourself and true to others.. even there are people that don't like you.. still, there are people who will accept you for what and who you really are.

great poem.. keep writing! :D

[Desmund Tiny]

oi bata!!!~ bata bata!!!~
" And we love each other has family! " has ba un dapat as????? naloloka aetch... anyways...dedicated ba toh sa IMBANESS Family???? ayeeeeeeeeee.... naloka ako...naaalala ko nung dun ka sa pinaka sulok sulok nakaupo.... pinaalala muh tuloy sa akin kung kaano super loner ako noon nung 2nd yr highschool..... kung ikaw nakatunganga sa bintana... me...I'm always at back of the classroom ...all alone crying silently while watching others smiling...laughing.... super emo baga teh.... as in!!~ iyak lng ako ng iyak nun....... kasi alam muh nun kahit na may friends... nafefel ko na may boundaries yung naiiwan ako..... nahihiwalay.... ximay napakwento tuloy aq.....ahuhuhuhuhuhu

[Coyote Poetry]

I like the story and the logic of the poem. We learn wisdom when other people opinions don't matter. Real friends will like us for who we are. Thank you for sharing the outstanding poetry.
Coyote

[MoriartyMesa]

I tip my hat, words can not express

[Shy Girl]

Firstly: This is a very touching story and I enjoyed it greatly. Secondly: Length does sooo not matter when trying to send a message or are just telling your story :) I really enjoyed meeting these people from that small description on how they changed your life...wonderful...good for you and them :)

[tk]

aww Genie..... :) so touching! :'> well, the length of this piece doesn't really matter, as long as every word truly came from the heart. this left me speechless. i always knew about your social phobia, but never I did know about your feeling of being rejected. :(
anyway, thanks for sharing this. ♥ naalala ko tuloy kayo, lalo na ikaw!! :) nakakamiss yung kakulitan mo! :3 I'm always thank God for giving me someone like you, Genie. You're a real friend to me. :) i love you :*
Nice poem, by the way. Very heartfelt :)

[emman]

Friends are not perfect I TELL YOU :) But you can have the faithful friends out of the BEST :) nice poem! kakaiyak naman..

[Pax]

its nice, yet i wonder what happen to the conversation with the old lady and your friend, but in some points you let the reader to think of whats going to happen. still its a good work, friendship is the best love there is.