Through the pain

a Song I wrote

Never have I felt this way
Feelings I can never say
Not knowing who you are
Wishing on a shooting star
You are the dream come true
Loving you makes me blue
I fight the feeling hoping it ends
I don't think we could be friends
Through the pain their is not hope
With this pain I have to cope
I don't want to be second best
I need to be better than all the rest
I never felt so much grief
I wish it was a simple relief
But nothing is gonna change
We become what i always hate
You smile and say is fate
I know im a part of a game
That is why we feel the same
Deep inside the raging voices
I know that you have other choices
You try to hide the truth in tears
But in reality neither if us cares
You are a dreadful sin of life
Ive never drempt of being a wife
Through the pain their is not hope
With this pain I have to cope
I don't want to be second best
I need to be better than all the rest
I never felt so much grief
I wish it was a simple relief
But nothing is gonna change
You turn your back on everything
All we we're is just a fling
You've made up your mind
Hopefully mine will make a find
And see the wrong nothing more
Romance is another word for gore
You slay my heart with your eyes
Slowly all my world dies
You make it hard to move forward
I have nothing to move toward
You are a drug that I crave
I will take it to my grave
Through the pain their is not hope
With this pain I have to cope
I don't want to be second best
I need to be better than all the rest
I never felt so much grief
I wish it was a simple relief
But nothing is gonna change

My feelings can never change