Regrets

Anger is building
Adrenaline rising
Blood pumping
Faster 
Faster
And there you are
Just sitting alone
No one even notices me pick you up and walk out of the room
No one notices my walk up the stairs and into the bathroom
With you clicking away in my hand
Into the bathroom 
Lock the stall door
And there I stand
Just stand 
I stare deep into your face for what felt like hours
Finally I deside you're not worth it
That I am stronger
So I walk about
And there it is
That song
It makes you get the better of me again
Right there is happened
That song
Those words 
The laughing
The tears streaming down her face making me wish I was there
And the voice
"Get out
Go away
You're not needed here"
As the first drop hits the floor
I realize I've made a mistake
All this time I wanted more
But who had desided the fate
I regret to thought of ever wanting you
I regret the use
The pain you would cause
If he ever found out what I did
Would he be mad
Would he be scared
Would he be sad
Would he not even care
You only get one second change
This is your 3rd
It's over now
I'm done with you
Tonight was the last night
You hurt my friends by hurting me
Even though I loved it
But most of all it's the regret I feel
When I look into their eyes and lie
Tell them I was done with you a while ago
Never done it since
But how can I just stop
When there's nothing else to do
Don't leave me friends
I'm getting better
Don't give up just yet
I'm done for now
I'm done forever
and I'll love you until the very end