Just Dying

If life was simple there would be no teardrops on my pillow tonight. And my mother would not have to watch this happen to me. I just hope that maybe just maybe they are able to save me in time, but I wonder now as I sit here waiting for the doctor to call me back am I worth it? What if I’m not, but they save me anyway? I watched this little girl, only 5 years old come in this afternoon she was dying because someone had hit her with their car. She seemed to know she would die so she held her mother’s hand through it all, and told her mother it would be okay, that God was going to take of her until her mother could come. Imagine having that much strength to tell your mom that it would be okay. I just hope that if they do save me it won’t be at the cost of a little girl like hers’ life. If life was simple, a five-year-old girl would be alive today and I wouldn’t have to worry about what’s to come at only sixteen.