In The Shadow Of My Sorrow

So here I am
In the cold dark depths of my heart
The world that I am in
Is filled with pain and hate
Love happiness and confusion

This world is broken and numb
Chaotic in it's begin and purpose
The home that was once warm and comforting
Is now cold and sadistic

The eyes that healed the tattered walls
Rip open the confines of my love
And shatter all that was there

The voice that kept me sane
Now drives a nail through my mind
And pierces the very essence of my soul

The sweet loving angle I once new
Has shed her wings and picked up her sword
To drive it through my chest
And twist the freshly forged edge till all that is felt is pain

 Your love has been denied passage into it's so called home
That it once called my heart
It never settled there just used it as a temporary room

I have been betrayed by my own heart
The one that you have shattered with the mallet of distrust and selfishness
It tells me to love
It tells me to hate
It tells me to kill
It tells me to die

The sound of your voice erects the pain that is only temporarily hindered from my mind
The pain that will only linger for the rest of my life
The pain that will always be there

In the deepest crevasses of my soul
There it lays
Poisoning my being
corrupting my life
clouding my vision

The love of my heart will never go away
It will only lay down with the pain that it has made its acquaintance in its misery
The shattered pieces of my life will one day be rebuilt
Maybe by you or by another
Either way I know things will some day get better for me
And lead me away from this hell I call home 

Reviews

[AllyKinzz:)]

"Maybe by you or by another
Either way I know things will some day get better for me
And lead me away from this hell I call home"

I hope some one will rebuild your heart that i have broken. And i hope someone can mend the broken pieces in mine. But hoping can only go so far. I pray that you will someday find someone who treats you right. I pray you and your moms relationship is rebuilt. I pray someday you'll forgive me. Im sorry.



Great job in detail....