Impossible I can't miracle I can

How many times I wonder-
Have I fallen into disrepair?
Struck with grief-
The icy blade of despair
How many times will I fall-
Deep into a hole of shame?
Plunged even farther-
Every time I hear your name
How many times will I freeze?
Lost in an icy cold-
Gripped by my heart you hold me so
I just wish to love and grow old-
But it seems with you it is impossible
And I can't do that alone-
But I can love forever-
And that is a miracle on its own...