Do You Know

Do you know the questions…? To all my problems If so please tell me I'm tired of looking for just answers.

Too much time had passed,

I was losing my self even more,

There was no one to talk to

Except for the voice in my head,

Murmuring all the wrongs

That I had ever committed,

It was she that had tempted me, to commit that repulsive sin.

There were so many answers to all the wrongs I had done,

Does that even make sense?

I'm talking to myself,

I want questions, so I can piece this puzzle

I want to go home,

But where do I go?

He seems so far away,

Yet so much closer,

Do I die alone?

Like the first time it happened so,

It was getting colder,

More time had passed,

When will you take me back?

I yell up to the sky

I love him to much,

To be away from him,

Yet I hate him enough,

To live without him

The dark clouds get colder,

That's how it is now,

Whatever I'm feeling,

They seem to express them,

Tears blur my vision,

I want to go home,

I don't like it anymore,

Being all alone,

The tears fall down one by one,

I hate being so vulnerable,

But what choice do I have,

This pathetic person,

Is not who I was,

I realized with fear

He had finally broken me down,

The strong independent girl that I was,

Grown up to know, never to rely on anyone,

Was now somewhere, between Hell and Heaven?

Crying to herself,

Wishing for the devil,

What kind of idiot, wishes for something as such

It's just like the beginning,

When I met him that night,

The moon was high up;

I had sneaked out of the house,

Should have listened to the others

And stayed clear of that path,

So he killed me first,

That's my story,

Now here's my second one,

It's quite the love story,

Followed him up,

To where no one wanted to go,

I had chosen it willingly, so I could be close to him so,

Then caught in a game, of the puppet and the master,

And so here I am now,

In God knows where,

So the end of my story,

Who am I talking to?

Oh, yeah it's me... The only one that listens so,

The end of my story,

It's not all that tragic; I was actually expecting it to be some sort of heartbreak,

The devil, himself forgot that I lived,

I think he stopped watching,

I know I did,

Who knows what past?

And what came after

I'm still wandering

Thinking do you remember now

I want him to take me back

I want him to love me

I want him to whisper

All the good things that happened to me

I want a lot of things,

But you always can't get what you wished for

After all, it's for the devil to decide

What you can have, and what you can't have so

I blend into the wind,

Walking where it takes me so,

Hopefully it'll take me back to him,

Cause the wind has a mind of its own.

This is end,

Wait I think there's more,

No, the voice whispers

You've already lost so,

Give it up

Just accept it,

Who what good will come out of the stupid things you did

Author's Note

Hope you guys enjoyed reading this story.. it was written for really no reason but I find there's a sense of truth that explains, that us girls really would do anything to be loved or even accepted. No saying that everyone does. This is the end. and Please tell me what you think about it

Reviews

Seriously you make me a pround friend of yours! The whole turmoil this girl has gotten herself into and her thoughts just keep whispering in her head! Brilliant! I love this1 Its very unique!