Heal

Felt depressed? Maybe you know how this feels. Second poem in album 'Break And Employ'.

Heal

 

Listening to comfort songs

That block out all noise

And surround me with the time

I wish to find alone

 

So alone, I sit

Cushions propped up

With back set, eyes stare forward

Towards the blank bare wall

 

Random thoughts fill the void

The what ifs, hows and whens

Together they are jumbled

Shattered glass across the floor

 

But there is always guilt

The glue that binds all thoughts astray

The feeling of being pulled apart

From all those I care about

 

But this is time I need

The escape; the way to heal

Through this loneliness I feel

There must become a better end?

 

Or will it ever end

So many times I’ve done before

The same old simple routine

To hide away and f**k all else

 

Some things never change

Life will stick; life will break free

Which am I? How will it end?

And do I even care?

 

Reviews

[justjenn_2u]

I relate to this selection of your poetry. Alone time can be healing but you are so right, it seems like it puts all emotions right smack in front of your face to deal with. Guilt is a hard emotion for me too. And fear is the worst. I like your style!