CHAPTER EIGHTA Chapter by BarbPeter eyed his
daughter suspiciously across the short expanse of the carriage. Something was
definitely bothering her. He could tell by the set of her jaw, the stiffness of
her back and the ongoing silence, but the most obvious clue was that she was
riding in the carriage with him. She never rode in the carriage with him on
their trips to Lander. She much preferred the back of a horse to the interior
of a carriage. Then again, so did he normally, but things for him weren’t normal any longer and he knew he
probably could not maintain his seat in a saddle. When he informed his
daughter of his continued tiredness, and that he planned to take the carriage
to the horse auction, he expected her to argue in favor of forgoing the trip
entirely, but her eyes had only widened slightly. Then, much to his surprise,
she turned back toward the stables, her horse in tow. She still hadn’t said
anything to him when she crawled into the carriage with him. Now, a half hour
later, she sat staring silently out at the lush green landscape. In fact, she’d
hardly said two words at all to him in the past week. “Marcelle, dear,” her
father said softly, “if you’re fretting that I’ll make you marry Brian Walker,
relax. I don’t think he’d suit at all.” That should make her happy again, he
thought, but she surprised him again by simply muttering, “Who?” “You know whom, dear,”
he answered. “The banker from over in Pinedale.” “Oh, him,” Marcelle
said, her gaze remaining averted. “I never thought you would.” “Oh, well, then, drat
it all, whatever has been bothering you this past week?” Marcelle turned then to
look at her father and for the first time he saw worry outlining her wide,
brown eyes. “What is it, dear?” He
asked. “Why didn’t you tell
me, Father?” Marcelle whispered. She fought the urge to cry, not wanting to
give in to histrionics before giving him a chance to explain. She’d cried
silent tears every night since her visit to her father’s physician last week.
Their conversation still cankerous. “Doctor Franklin,
my father has been visited by you on numerous occasions, but doesn’t seem fit
to tell me why, so I’ve come to you for answers,” she said without preamble,
the moment he opened his door to her. “Well, don’t you
think that perhaps he should tell you when he’s ready? Perhaps he doesn’t want
to worry you.” “So, you’re saying
I should be worried.” “I’m saying you
need to be discussing this with your father.” “And I just told
you that he won’t tell me anything, so either you can or I’ll simply sleep on
your doorstep until you do.” “Well, now, we
can’t have that, can we?” “It would be rather
uncomfortable, but you know I mean it.” “You are as
stubborn today as you were when I delivered you. You wanted to stay sleeping in
your mother’s womb. Seems to be a stubborn trait from birth.” “I guess it is at
that.” Peter felt a heavy
weight descend on his heart. She knew! He’d hoped to spare her the knowledge,
so that she could continue living her happy, carefree existence until the day
of his death. He didn’t want her sad, like she had been so obviously this past
week. His death would be soon enough for her to grieve over his loss. Until
that time, however, he wanted things to go on as before, okay, maybe not the
trial of finding her a husband. He’d rather be planning a wedding. Still, he
missed her smile. “Because of your very
demeanor right now dearest,” he said. “That’s why I wanted to spare your
knowing.” “But you’re my father!
I have a right to know!” “It’s my life,
dearest, and I have a right to reveal information concerning its imminent end
to whomever I choose. As to your rights, you have none. It’s simply not your
life to demand rights to.” “How can you be so
selfish?” “On the contrary, it
was selflessness that convinced me not to tell you.” Marcelle merely
snorted and returned her gaze to the view outside. Peter smiled. That was the
girl he knew, full of spunk. Well, if he had to provoke her into a senseless
argument that he didn’t feel like having, just to see her eyes sparkle and see
the color return to her cheeks, then so be it. “I do love you, you
know,” he said impetuously. He snickered when his daughter shot a concerned
gaze back in his direction. “No dear, I’m not dying this moment. My deathbed is
not the only time, you know, where I can show affection for you.” Marcelle’s eyes
narrowed suspiciously. If he wasn’t dying, then why tell her he loved her. He
never did so before. It only lent credence to the doctor’s prognosis. “I was merely trying
to explain in as few words as possible the reasons behind my not telling
you.” “Oh, well, I wish I
could say it makes me feel better, but the thought of losing you, actually
losing you,” she emphasized, “is tearing me apart.” “Oh, dear child,” he
sighed, “do you really think it makes me happy to know that I’ll be leaving
you? Well, it doesn’t. In fact, it’s eating away at me. But I don’t want that,
do you hear?” Peter was suddenly angry with the fates for cutting his life with
his daughter short. “I don’t want for your sadness to be added to my own. That
will only eat away at me faster, if that makes any sense. What I do want, is
for the last months that we have together to reflect happier times, so that
when I do finally go, it will be with the memory of your beautiful smile. Can
you do that for me?” “I don’t honestly
know, Father, whether I can smile when you’re dying. It just doesn’t seem
right, somehow.” “Then fake it!” “Father!” Marcelle
gasped. “You heard me,” Peter
said sharply. “I said to fake it, and I mean just that. If a fake smile is all
you can give, then I’ll take it, do you hear? It’s better than the sour puss
face I’ve dealt with for these past few days!” “You can be
insufferable sometimes; you know that? First you tell me I don’t have the right
to know, and now you are fairly demanding that I behave contrary to my actual
feelings,” Marcelle said. “Maybe I am, but I
simply can’t handle the pressure of my illness and your sadness,” Peter said
softly. “I know it isn’t fair, but promise to try to maintain a happy front for
your old man. I need your laughter to sustain what time I have left.” “It isn’t fair, but
I’ll try,” Marcelle conceded finally. “I don’t want to lose you any faster than
I’m going to already.” “Good. Now, chin up,”
Peter said, shifting to a straighter position in the seat. “I don’t want you
milling about acting as if my funeral will be tomorrow. We’ll make our
remaining time together full of joy and laughter.” “Then can we forget
finding a husband?” Peter did laugh then,
“No,” he said simply, patting his daughter’s knee. “That’s still a high
priority.” © 2018 BarbAuthor's Note
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Added on July 27, 2018 Last Updated on August 20, 2018 Tags: Romance, Romantic Comedy, Comedy, Historical Romance AuthorBarbORAboutI'm an author of different genres: Romance, Romantic Suspense, Suspense, Crime Thriller, and Juvenile. All work can be found on my website @ www.LiteraryAdventures.net. Books listed on this site do no.. more..Writing
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