Vent

12-3-13 I needed to write this. Loosely calling it "Vent" because I don't know what else to call it. Meant to be read with emotion.

A year it has been

Since that terrible end

But my heart still aches

From the work that it takes

To make it through time

With reason but no rhyme

How to better me

And erase what was “we”

I still see you here

Even though you are not near

Get away from this place

With your stupid ugly face

I hate what you did

And all that you hid

You ripped me apart

Broke my whole heart

Made me feel shame

In me I placed blame

But you caused the pain

From my eyes did it rain

Tainted with sin

And nothing to win

My body disgraced

Oh how I have paced

Arguing with myself

About my true wealth

Where did I go

What got me so low

Compromised my value

Now what can I do

So naïve I was

All this because

For you I fell

But now I can tell

How toxic you are

From you I want to be so far

Safe in my home

Where you cannot roam

My walls are up high

So thankful I said goodbye