Let Me End It

This is extremely depressing.

Stop reaching out!

Stop caring about me!

I know you see my suffering!
And you know I’m in pain!

 

Just leave me be!
Just let me end it!

I don’t want to be here!
And I don’t want to cause pain!

My act will be selfish!
My act will cause pain!
Unless you walk away!
And unless you forget me!

 

Let me do it already!
Let me end this damn suffering!
I don’t want more help!

And I don’t want you here!

 

Just let me kill myself!

Just let me leave!

It’ll make your life easier!
And it’ll let you be happy!

I’m sick of dealing!
I’m sick of life!
Can’t I just go?!

And can’t you be fine?!

 

I can’t hurt you!

I can’t let you cry!
I’ll distance myself!
And I’ll pray you’ll be okay!