Insanity

By every wound and scar
I've been down in tears
I'm fighting a lost war
Surrounded by all my fears

Now, life has taught me
That it's all just a lie
And at the very end
We're all meant to die

For quite a long time
I have known you, pain
And by your own hands
Were lessons I had to gain

You were cold and vicious
But so is this damn place
And you showed reality
That I had to embrace

Now it's a luscious pleasure
That I have fallen in
You showed me a new world
That I had never seen

This is what I've become
I know that I'm insane
But I swear I never wanted
To be my own life's bane

You were fooled by my smile
Didn't you see my dead soul?
Did you fail to notice
That it's just a vacant hole

My mind and heart are shattered
I'm living among this rubble
But it's ok since I've fallen
In love with pain and my trouble