AND I LOVED AGAIN

i thought i was immune ,i had wisdom i joked at myself ,but you said you loved me ,you never loved me,oh the fool i was

 

had a dreamy tranquil life

Sleepy happy graceful nights                                                                                   used to love me all my life and rejoiced

In being wonderfully alive                                                                                       used to love everything I did

Never for once did i regret

My walk through lanes of life was steady strides

Full of joy laughs all dreams

Serene Thoughts I had piece with me

Myself I loved and...and then I loved her... I just fell... and loved her

Yes she came full into my life

I told me love was not for me,no... no more for your bones getting old and cold

Never ready for aches and breaks and... tremulence

I had never known for I liked simply my life free and no

Worries restraints, where then she came even bad dreams

Things I never known before 

You said you will fill my life to brim with joy I never known

I rejoiced for a while at everything yes,

I lived everything I saw and ready to break the peace I always known

For I loved again i cried yes,aloud i loved again, yes I broke my oath again and again...  ............................                  

Stirred every wave in my being, I was not ready for

Is love always torment, or it's only you, the more I come to you

You come to me, shaking all grounds under my feet, why me

You say you loved me you died for me and I felt it???death only for me

So why I feel tormented... all the while

You sit by me and I dream of that lovely face but oh soul you always

Told get away for fire knows nothing but to burn and mess with your peace

I say I want to feel it one more time, even if to my demise then i go, I know

She offered me a lot but I saw nothing but wild fire coming !!!

I like to get warmth but you sound like you also... made an oath to break every part... of me

Is love really so cruel, as I never known 

Oh the fool I am I told myself again and again stay away, stay away

But you will never leave me be for you said, come here, I told you, she said I loved you

Silly what more my youth I gave, I want it back

What? You do not want to die,but i am your death

To be continued...

 

 

Ibsen the dramatist once came to land of Arabia, he was enchanted at the charm he saw ,he loved a young lass, she lured me ,she danced ,he saw the beauty and was happy ,but all suddenly she came to laugh at him ,you fool she said ,you old you thought you dreamed and kept laughing, so he just gathered his clothes and walked away, from the deep snow then to the Sahara then back again to the freezing cold, he walked wisely away ,laughing,thinking i was a joke...

 

Author's Note

i just loved that dramatist IBSEN and the way he pictured how he, the wise and know it all, was fooled by a small Arab girl,it was so symbolic i could hardly catch his meaning...,she lured him ,danced for him until he was full in love and dozed and fell asleep,but she took the chance,she laughed at him and ran away,like making fun of him,from the freezing cold he came to the hot Sahara ,he found magic and found her,he was a fool ,then back to the icy cold he strolled back,laughing all the way

Reviews

[Bubo]

A very strong piece.............packed to the brim with emotions we have all felt.........this really struck a
chord with me

Stirred every wave in my being, I was not ready for

Is love always torment, or it's only you, the more I come to you

You come to me, shaking all grounds under my feet, why me


It is how I felt a year ago........and that pain never seems to ebb, even in the happiest of moments,
and the sadness is that we lose faith............you write with tremendous feeling.

[Léo Duval]

You analyse all the stages of love/passion very carefully... That's interesting...

[deadlife]

Wow.
I don't know what to write now.
It's just wow.
I'm afraid if I've drunk only a few drops of it..but even they worked like magic.
I smelled all that.
Beautiful.
Wow!

[Pink Poison]

Intense emotions evoked by this piece of writing, Moayad. I don't think I can ask more from a poem than to evoke the same emotions in myself that you describe here so well. And isn't it true that our heads sometimes know that our hearts are playing the fool and try and try to warn us, but obstinate beings, we think our heart knows best...an suffer pain again. Still, I find it better to love and continue to love than to be eternally alone, but safe. To my own detriment perhaps, but I have faith that someday I will find someone who doesn't lie to me and cheat on me or burn me with disinterest. There are nice people in the world. It's just finding the right one that is so difficult! Great poem.

[Alana Zombie]

It's sorrow and anger collaborating to make this poem...
I do like this, indeed.

[Tony Hwilka]

a nice write of getting old. Tony

[Faith Jones]

This is wonderful writing. It really brought tears to my eyes. My experiences with "love" were so negative that I never want to repeat them, but the desire to be loved never leaves one. When you get older, you simply learn to live without it.

[Lady Lazarus.]

he just gathered his clothes and walked away, from the deep snow then to the Sahara then back again to the freezing cold.


such a sad piece of work.touches readers and makes them think of their own experiances in that type of situation.
a style of writing that always surprises me and makes words seem wondrous.

[O!]

sad drama done well with the repetition of lines and the end is eerie.....hmmmm....hooks the reader in!

x,
O!

[*** Hey Jude***]

This piece tugs at the heart as you describe your experiences that are so painful at times. I look forward to reading more, and I hope you find happiness soon as you deserve it so much! ~ Jude :-)