Poetry Dump #1

Poetry Dump #1

A Poem by Carissa Marie

Words bleed out from my pen, 
As my scattered thoughts 
Turn to angry scrawls 
At my now crumpled paper.
I stare at the wasted photographs strewn everywhere- 
Reminding me of my once beautiful dream, 
Morphed into this nightmare. 
What more do I need to do? 
What more do I need to prove?

My hand twitches unnaturally, 
It's already becoming a habit.
But I am far from getting it to stop. 
I feel the all-too familiar feeling of fogginess 
From the alcohol I had just consumed, 
But it hardly felt unpleasant. 
The drink left a bitter taste in my mouth, 
It seemed appropriate-
Reflecting the bitterness that I am fighting back.
I have never felt as worse as how I am feeling now.
The crushing sadness;
The disappointment;
 The frustration;
My heart had never been so broken. 
I try to make out the words, 
That my unconscious has been scribbling all this time, 
I don't understand any of it.
But somehow, through the non-sensible scribbles, 
I see my dreams wasting away. 
---
Maybe my dreams are meant to be like these photographs, 
A frozen reminder of things that have passed.
 

© 2015 Carissa Marie


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Old wisdom. When you are loved by a Poet. You will live forever. Words upon paper saved and held precious. Become nice reminders with the passing of time.
"But somehow, through the non-sensible scribbles,
I see my dreams wasting away. "
Love, life and chance. We can lose more than we win. You are right. Some parts of a life become frozen memories. Thank you for sharing the excellent poetry.
Coyote



Posted 8 Years Ago


Carissa Marie

8 Years Ago

Very well said. Thanks again. :)
Coyote Poetry

8 Years Ago

You are welcome.
Excellent work Carissa. All you got to do is write more poems. Your creativity is unbeatable. Check mine if you want. Feel free to message me.

Posted 8 Years Ago


Carissa Marie

8 Years Ago

Thank you. :)
Pravy Juvento

8 Years Ago

Welcome please do read mine, sub and review for for stories. ; )

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Carissa Marie
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21. Female. AB Journalism. Philippines. :) Introvert. Weird. Over-thinker. Music lover. Bookworm. Frustrated Artist. Writing is my therapy. "Let my words be your own form of immortality" .. more..

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